Is the sex the worst part?

Do you think anything can be worse?

Do you think the emotional aspects are larger than the sexual?

Do you know what happens when that kid blames him/herself for what had happened?

Can you imagine the personality/ spirit of that Kid being broken by such a event?

Can you imagine the body needs another personality/ spirit to run it?

Do you think Post Tramatic Stress Dissorder acompanys it ?

Do you think PTSD is derectional?

Have you ever heard of an angry younge man?

What do you think his emotional age would be ?

Do you know what a walkin is?

Have you ever heard of a Manchurian?

Do you think one can be torn?
( create a split personality)

Do you think putting 1 in 3 and 1 in 6 at risk, is responcible ?

How do you think a kid can be torn?

What do you think happens to a kid when there torn ?

Do you think they would take turns?

What do you think that kid said to him/herself just before he was torn?

Do you know how easy it is to tear a kid, a victim of sexual crime?

Do you think one who knows is talking to you right now?

Do you think you can imagine how many have bean created by the abuse of my image?

Do you know how many years it takes the average male to come to terms with there sexual abuse issues?

Do you think there behavior would deteriorate ?

Do you know what acting out is?

Do you think the kids go through worse?

Do you think they would eventually think, something was wrong with them?

Do you think represstion has anything to do with it?

Do you think there troubles would be enjoyable for them?

Do you think it could drive them to suicide?

Do you think talking about the abuse would be benificial?

Do you think something totaly awsome could come out of somethimg so horably tragic ?

What would you think, if you discovered you wheren’t alone in your body?

If you can imagine, you know you are you, then who is this other person?

If You cannot conceive of this thing, what dose that posibly mean?

Dose represstion go on for years, and in many cases endure till death?

What would you think, if you didn’t like what you learned?

What would you do when there acting out was gross?

Would it upset you and get you mad?

What if you went for help ?

What if the news broad cast your probloms all over the country?

What if they caused a horific amount of greef and damage?

What if they did this for 10 years after you had dealt with it?

Do you think Canada should be a leader, a lagger or a looser in sexual abuse issues?

What if you boiled all of this down to being sexualy abused? a criminal act?

Do you think shaming and branding the victims of sexual crime is right?

What if the media shamed your child for being sexualy abused?

What do you think of a media that destroys the relationships with ones children, family, friends, and the people one has never met?

Do you think there is anything that can compinsate for 10 years of psychological and emotional abuse?

What dose one think of a government that allows such things ?

What do you think a Mother of the victim, survivor then an overcomer of sexual abuse would Feal, knowing her child was shamed and branded, while dieing of cancer; then went on?

Would you take pride in your country for shaming and branding the victims of sexual crime?

What would happen when people acturaly understand whats happening to there children?

Do you think they would demand change ?

Do you think the politicians are brave enough to rize to the challange?

Would you think they would educate people to be able to recognise self distructive behavior?

Can you recognize character assasination?

Do you think they can manage it responcibly ?

Do you think the victims of sexual crime need your help or harm?

Do you think it is an Honourble thing to Stand for the Victims and Survivors of sexual crime?

What do you think of those, that do these things to kids, to make them this way?

Do you punnish the victim worse than the perpatrator?

Dose, doing this create irony?

Ken Shaw Oct 24 2011

Change is Imininent, and Destine to occur; the evidence is in the Irony.

Where do You Stand ?

It is very difficult to find an adequate spot.

I need a hundred feet of wall, i will do it in chalk, for vandalizim isn’t my style.

Ive also supplys to do it on paper, this also will be posted, once it is acomplished.

ThankYou for Your Patients

I have made it know to those in authority.

That are resoncible for the affairs of this province.

Do they understand?, do they care ? Can they care ?.

Will they defend themselves, to justify there ways, then lay blame to the way it is?
Being those responcible for its opperation.

When one is denighed the fundimentals of there condition, and yet its acepted, then punnished for the symptoms of that condition, origanaly the perpatrators creation.

Even after it has bean dealt with, for almost a decade, and the shaming and branding has continued for almost a decade.

With the utter lack of comprehention of the fundimental facts, that negligence, that deraliction of duty to humanity; is reprehensible.

To judge and to shame them, and brand them, in that prosess; is also reprehensible.

How can one stand with a conscience, and judge something they no absoulutly nothing about.

Not even comprehending it to begin with, muchless recognising its origine.

I have basicaly defined the sovereign personages.

The simple: birth,alter,soul, personalitys; in my blog.

To intergate or not to intergrate that is the Q:

The resturation process.

The fundimental keys to unity of self.

It is are right, Not to be denighed the fundimental rights of its function, or its condition.

To be excepted, for what it is.

Broken Kids in adult bodys, on there path to self resturation.

They do not need government and the media hard at work; unknowingly working for the enemys of the victims of childhood/tween sexual crime.

Shaming and branding the victims into isolation and silence.

My name is Ken Shaw

I know issolation, bean there done that.

Im Givin It Back In Black !

Ken Shaw 29 Sept 2011

Not realizeing, the victim needs to give back the shame to the perpatrator/s of there sexual abuse, ” crime”.

Then also, the shame must also return the perpatortor/s.

The ones that shamed and branded the victim/s of that crime, in the media and on facebook ect…

Then also is the shame of its own reaction.

To shame, in the spectrum of “attitudes”, anger and mocking, in reaction to viewing the shamefull deed!, in there the altered, self destructive state, created by the perpatrator/s.

That reaction “attitude” ; of viewing in the persents, of childeren through the teens that have bean sexualy abused.

There is where the tears are made.

They are made by those same “attitudes”.

They tear kids ( create split personalitys) ,and to shame and brand one of your own creations; oh “attittude”.

In the name Social justice, branding and shameing.

On behalf of all Victims and Survivors of childhood/tween sexual crime.

It is a privilege and an honour to shame you with this knowlage, oh you shamers

Had you bean educated and true in combating the issuses, these things wouldnt be present.

1st Failing to recognize the symtomology

2nd Failing to recognize a victim of crime.

3rd Shaming and Branding a victim of historical sexual crime.

4th Failing to stand for the victims of crime.

im Back in Black
Its too your shame
shamerz

For those who judged, they have failed to recognise the fundimentals, and the dynamics of sexual abuse; muchless the condition.

For many it can be a life long battle.

To shame them, when it is not theres; destroying there personage in the public eye.

Is crule and inhuman punishment, for Victim/s of crime.

It is more distructive in causeing the public to judge something they truly and obvouisly do not know.

Is way beyond neglagent, it is heinous; i know, ive lived it.

That derected shame at a the Victim/s and Survivor/s is your shame, shamers.

For each and every person infected with your ignorant shameful judgement.

That you have caused them to judge in err.

Is your shame; shamers.

Read the papper or watch the news, the portrail of victims of historical crime are shamed.

With there Tramma turned inward.

To shame one is to shame all; in principle.

Thats all Your moms and dads, brothers, sisters and uncles, ants, grand parents, friends, aquaintances, neighbors, and colleuges that have bean sexualy abused; that you have shamed.

All those you shamerz have shamed into issolation, to silence them, so they have to bid there case to each and everyone, and in somecases, keep them out of sight, to enshure they have no corse of action, or refuge; nor assistance in dealing with there issuses.

All those that have taken there lives on account of that shame, you shamers dish out.

Oh the shame is on you shamers

Im here to given it Back in Black.

How many have the shamers of the victims of crime put at risk.

With 1 in 3 girls and 1 in 6 boys statisticaly sexualy abused.

How many where present at key times, and with an “attitude” present ?.

How many have the shamers torn ?.

Those victims will discover that in thearapy one at a time.

Over the next 30 plus years.

Ill close with a riddle
Oh shamers, “you can thank a white turttle for this; escapade in the park”.

Ken Shaw Sept 11 2011

P.s.
Oh shamers you know not whom you serve, id sugest you think long and hard about that one.

Thats if your actually interested in correcting the issueses we face in sociaty.

The Victims and Survivors, need your compation, understanding and assistance.

In rectifiying these isuses in society.

“the shameing and branding of the victims and survivors of childhood/tween historical sexual crime”

Is horably wrong and tragicaly misguilded.

Please cleans your selfs with understanding, knowlage, change.

There are many other things to be done; and we canot do it all on are own.

Please stand with me/us, the Victims and Surivivors of childhood/tween sexual crime.

ThankYou !

This article was about a flasher, that was flashing 13 year old girls.

He was 20-25 years of age.  The RCMP is taking this seriously.

It also stated that no girls anywhere should ever have to be exposed to this.

What i got out of this article is:

This guy is engaging in self distructive behaviour.

He may have bean abused when he was 13, highly probable to me.

Self distructive behaviour like this, is not normal behaviour.

They are symtoms of a greater problom.

For a normal guy “not sexualy abused” 2% may make these errors in judgment.

The other 98% are victims of sexual abuse that turned it inward and blame,harm and abuse themselfs.
They are “Harmless” providing there are no violent compounders.

For those who harm themselves, the flashers and jerkoffs, they are Harmless

as steven, for instance, one of those girls or a women could have walked up to him in that act, (i’m not saying one should atempt to do this) and with a finger touched him, and said “hey what are you doing ?”
Saving him from it, and he would be ashamed and would cry about it, Confused about his own behaviour.

Noting also that the probability of the occurence of his abuse was at the age of 13, his emotional age would be clear 13 or under.

By exposeing themselfs, it is clear cut evidence that they are self distructive, and the acting out can go to the extream, character assasination.

They also detest the touching and being touched by others in acting out, and who do such things.

Unlike those with it turned out ward, that abuse others, and are self preservationists.

Speeking of those who abuse others.
i also noted that the officer over looked an extreamly high probability that this guy was abused.
That said theres a 7-12 year old trail he has mist, and how many victims?
How many liked it and how many didnt ?
How many turned it out ward and how many inward?

Seriously

And then how many ?

Seriously at least you know who the good guy is in all of this

Seriously,  sorry girls you have endured this.

Seriously if these girls are not going to see this gross, harmless  symptom, as it is colateral damage.

Of the perpitrators handy work,

They need to see them as victims of crime which in fact they are.

Recognize the symptomology.

There obviously not normal, being broken sexualy to start with.

This needs to be seen and recognized, so these issueses and probloms can start to be corrected.

Also this guy may not even remember, or regaurd the abuse at this stage.

Compleatly repressing it,  i got over it, no big deal, it was nothin.

He may also be a shamers baby, givin his age.

Guess he will find that out in thearapy.

Thats if hes not in the 2%

Ken Shaw

If your new to the name Ken Shaw or you are family, or a friend

my story is about a victim of tween sexual abuse that was mocked by the media.

I believe my Story would be a good place to start,

I hope this is helpful for you to gain a better grasp of the issues and circumstances of sexual abuse.

This Blog has bean set up and written for several reasons, one is for the victims and survivors child/tween sexual abuse/Crime and those of Historical abuse/sexual Crime.

This is to show if little ol me can do it You can too.

The same for the significant others in their lives trying to make sense of there suffering.

To assist those with an interest in knowing some of what we go through buy sharing my story and knowledge.

If you have known my name and have seen things on the news or internet or both home page maybe a good place to start or my story.

If your media, Shame and its Residences is a good Therapeutic piece to start wit

Ken was being manipulated by a much older and experienced and educated man into accepting simple fundamentals of society’s hypocrisy in sexual matters and circumstances, and tearing away at the fundamental boundaries of sexuality and governance of right and wrong. Using the times and the atmosphere of the 60′s in changing world to make his agenda manifest, his interest was of a sexual nature, and so it was done.
All for his own self gratification and selfishness.

Ken left sometime later that day, a few steps into his yard standing under the pear tree.
Ken emotionally overwhelmed from being manipulated into accepting things never presented to him before, and unable to cope with the deed that had just happened.
Completely Overwhelmed It broke Him, killing that personality Ken, (one may ask how can you know this?
“the evidence is in essence” Essence is the building of a new personality by the Host”.)

The stunting of the emotional age. Also the body needing another personality it gives residence to or create another personality clinically called an alter, a different bio electric current, spiritually a walk-in, a spirit.
Also known as a angry young man
The alters job is to keep the body safe until it can talk about what has happened. steven, fred’s Creation now has sovereign control of the body (28 years ). Sexual abuse is directional; there are those who abuse themselves and those who abuse others.

In Ken’s case it is turned inward blaming himself for what had transpired; it carries over to steven, the blaming, harming, and abusing one’s self.

Unlike those who enjoyed it (from what i understand) and go on to abuse others.
Those with it turned inward abuse them selves, blaming, harming and abusing them selves, and to add insult to injury theirs P.T.S.D. (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) that accompany s it, it also directional being turned inward.
steven being turned into the world of juvenile prostitution, The secret of juvenile/child prostitution is strictly enforced for the pressure on steven to keep the secret, is greater than the pressure on fred, fred would do anything to ensure the secret.
I, Ken, HP= (Host Personality)
believe Fred would have killed Steven AP=(Alter personality) if he,
steven, had said anything to anyone about what was going on, He would, mock, belittle,threaten, harm, and last and certainly not least isolate, manipulating his way through, and seeing the intensity of intention,

It isn’t hard to dissurn a car ride over the penalty of being found out.
steven had mentioned the conversation with his friends
Seeing fred fly out of that lasyboy and across the room.
He saw first hand what fred would do, and had a clear understanding.
It being validated by fred in this instance and others.

Not long after in a friend’s home listing to the adults in the kitchen roaring about someone else whom steven didn’t know, the conversation was of a sexual nature, it was intense, and it scared him, and tor him, causing a split in his personality
. I’ve seen, and know 1st hand how easy this is to do,
and to send an image into a multitude, millions of house holds for it to be fuel and air, and from anger to mocking the spark, is a disaster waiting to happen.
Putting 1 in 3 and 1 in 6 at risk of becoming the same, god only knows the combinations that have bean created, much less how many.
I know when they shame one they shame all.

That’s how they keep us from talking is to silence us, to act as we arnt acceptable and to suffer us to issolation, by the use of the same tactics ?

They have confused the situation, and caused the applying of the same tactics, mock, belittle, threatin, harm, issolate,
yet judge what they know not ?

Then to call us/me sex offender ? S? and know nothing of are suffering.
for they who do these things are the offenders.
To the victims of chlid/tween sexual crime

I wrote them a poem:

The residences of shame
1st Shame is to whom has done this thing to a child/tween (sexually abuse)

2nd Shame is to whom tears that little one (victim of sexual abuse)

3rd Shame is to whom shames the victim of the first one

4th Shame is to whom shames the torn
Folded it for its is one of its own creation.
Folded for He/She is a victim to begin with.
Fold it for causing a hope to die.
Fold it again for causing one to want to die.
Fold it again for not knowing its baby, those attitudes tear Kidz shamerz that’s 6 times the shame recognize the damage, it is horrendous and those who do these things are responsible, known or unknown, is still yet known.
Fold it for each one lead this way
Fold it for each action of those lead this way in this thing Fold for each remembrance
Fold for each discovery
Fold for each event
Fold it for all of the above

5 Shame is To whom shames the over-comer, that was once a victim
Fold it for the torn
Fold it for its one of its own creation
Fold it for the remembrance
Fold it for causing a hope to die
Fold it again for causing one to want to die
Fold it for not knowing it is one of its own
Fold it for each one lead this way
Fold it for each action of those lead this way in this thing
Fold it for each remberance
Fold for each discovery
Fold for each event
Fold for All of the above
Shame known or unknown, is still yet known and has a price and a benefactor whether payed now or later it is a karmetic dept those who do these things will pay these cosmic laws prevail.
They who do these things will pay to each one his/her affliction that they have caused.
They will also pay the dept to the torn that they have created, from beginning to end, then again for there suffering.
Like wize for the one who stands for the fallen and those who cannot stand there dept colossal massive incomprehensible
This also they owe and its required
They are responsible and bound to it.

For this cause have i residence And purpose to bless them with this knowledge oh shamerz.

Ken Shaw

I share this with you from boys town, in the midst of those seemingly oblivious to its history.

For i have seen and heard Those who are angry, and mock at what they have seen, many appear to be victims of crime themselfs and Their anger and disgust is absolute in, they want it to stop !!! They don’t know how to stop this thing in which they hate !!!
So some get angey physically angry for they are overwhelmed buy the hopelessness of the situation And there inability to correct this thing that they hate,
i say to them use the energy and see, i do shine light in this heinous darkness, and you can change these things that we hate, read my work and you will see and know exactly where i stand.

For instance A lady said to me not long ago
Those who where sexually abused go on to sexually abuse.
I said that’s a petafillic statement Designed to keep their victims isolateted!
Its conception is from its derection
Which is outward and putting it on the victim.
As fred would do the same, freds outward-harm others attitude, for they hadn’t perceived much less conceived of the directional damage they cause.
For There is an enormous difference between those who harm others and those who harm them selves.
For those who harm themselves Absolutely detest those who harm others, just as Ken/steven/perv=inward-harmself

For those Judging a busted kid sexually, in an adult body, stunted emotionally, and torn by attitude at the same age, bound to hopelessness. Using steven/prevs depiction. Sent to millions of households.
Greetings from anger to mocking.
Putting 1 in 3 & 1 in 6 at risk of becoming the same.
Know not ?
By judging one obviously knows all aspects of it, and is readily able to dissurn any fundamental components. However this is not the case for By judging this, they have over looked the obvious, whats that you ask ?
I say to them cant you see there’s a problem ? Isn’t it obvious?
There is a far more serious issues going on there, they need your help, compassion and understanding !

That is if you want them to talk and expose the perpetrator of this thing that has happened to them, or tearing them to confound the situation to hopelessness.
To cause them to kill themselves, God forbid !
Understanding is key to correction, Applied to attitude, will Save you a train load of bad karma, and them in the prossess, and that is good karma on you.

Ken Shaw May 18 2011